Darkness

The Darkness closes in around me.

Blurring my vision. Narrowing my mind. Blocking my thoughts.

It saps my will. My strength. My determination.

I hold on, struggling to stay afloat in this suffocating environment.

The light I still hold on to is dim, powered only my willpower. Or what’s left of it.

Still, I cover my face with a mask, my sorrows with props.

I see my companions, my friends, slowly digging their graves.

Preparing for the worst and judging it as inevitable.

No!

I wretch the shovel, kick aside the backhoe and slap them awake.

Fight on! To the death!

I emit an aura of determination, of confidence, of happiness. It is a lie.

Nonetheless, the light returns into their eyes. The light I hold onto brightens as theirs do.

I may be suffocating in my own darkness.

But never would I let another join me here.