Day 1: Best Friend.
Day 2: Crush.
Day 3: Parents.
Day 4: Sibling, or closest relative.
Day 5: Dreams.
Day 6: A stranger.
Day 7: An Ex.
Day 8: Favorite internet friend.
Day 9: Someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10: Deceased person you wish to talk to.
Day 11: Person that has caused you the most pain.
Day 12: Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like.
Day 13: Someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14: Someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15: The person you miss the most.
Day 16: Someone not in your state/country.
Day 17: Someone from your childhood.
Day 18: The person you wish you could be.
Day 19: Someone that pesters your mind–good or bad.
Day 20: The one that broke your heart the worse.
Day 21: Someone you judged by their 1st impression.
Day 22: Someone you want to give a 2nd chance to.
Day 23: The last person you kissed.
Day 24: Person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25: Someone that you know is going thru some terrible times.
Day 26: Last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27: Friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28: Someone that changed your life.
Day 29: The person you want to tell everything to, but are too afraid.
Day 30: Reflection in the mirror.
Crushes. Wait… Is it crushes or crushs or like just crush. Kinda weird talked abt crushes when the word just makes me think of a meteor hitting the ground… yeah… I’m weird that way…
Anyway, My definition of crush is taken from dozens of viewpoints and moulded into my own. A crush is when you meet someone new, or get to know someone you already knew, and suddenly you start thinking a lot about them. Like how nice the person is, or awesome, or fun-to-be-with. Then it can lead two ways. You get to know them more, and find out that their novelty runs out and you stop crushing„ Or you like them even more, and you like that person.
So definitions aside, at the spotlight to me, my first crush was………. Okay. so i cant rmb that far behind. BUT. I remember my first crush in secondary school, actually i just met up with her recently. That was in sec 2 and well…. It din work out…. Buuuuuuttttt that relantionship made my thinking more mature. I actually started thinking before commiting to anything (something I have probs with, I mean that HAS to be why i’m still single right?). Then last year, she kinda just went back to america to finish her studies, Yeah she was american (ANGMO if you prefer). Then when i met her recently, i kinda realised that it was not meant to be. Like SERIOUSLY i think i would have died.
Kay part2, Tired yet? between sec 2 and 3 i admit, i had like 3 crushes, but then again, dont we all? My con3 camp introduced me to a certain girl, that i liked and got together with a month. But I had my problem(commitment) again, and well, it just sucked and i regret how i handled the situation, but hey, it was my first problem of this sort. Annnddd as you may have guessed, she migrated to Australia, beat THAT both my exs migrated haha:)
Now :) Just as i’m allowed to date, (after Os), another forbidden fruit comes along, and dammit the fruit tempts me… So I knew this girl since sec 3, and well as those who were there know what happened (CHIOBU!!!!). then i got to know her, her and her weirdness. And this weird girl got me interested, made me bloody lose sleep thinking of how to confess and the possible outcomes. Then more sleep was lost waiting fer her reply that came two weeks later :)
I’m waiting. For Now… Please dont let me wait so long :)
